This Is What Has Been Going On For Last Few Day's

Well this is what has happened the few past days. Well on Tuesday I went and saw Julian and we talked about, well so we started talking. And she said "know Megan you need too stop doing this you have too try too get it out of your head or you well need to go too a Treatment Center for me to get help" But we are working it out and trying too find out how too stop it, so that's a good thing. well and then me and Julian we were talking about more stuff.  Anyways and then me and her had too talk about my niece jewels which is about some bad stuff with Jewels my niece. So we did do that and it went really really pretty good but very sad too, so know we are just going too make shore that Jewels is OK now. So we both finally got all done talking. and know Dr.Hendricks works at a Mental Treatment Center called Wasatch Canyons. And then me and my mom,sister Jacqueline, and my brother Lamar well we drove down too Price too pick up Jewels, and visit my Family exceptionally my Grandma because she has been sick and had A stroke. And then we drove back up too Salt Lake and we had Jewels with us,it was really fun with my Niece Jewels, we had so much fun. Well and my Grandma and Grandpa came up her and picked her up yesterday, I wished she could of stayed longer but she didn't. Well and then today me and my mom went too and had too talked too Dr.Heindrick's, well we talked and my mom left and me and him talked about some stuff like about my mood and things were going, and what my feelings were about what me and Julian has been talking about, Do we then finally got done Talking, and then he said had too change my Medicine so he did ,and he had too increase my Medicine and said if this thoughts keep getting worse more then he well have too add another Depressant Medication.Well that's about it ,I Well blog again soon.

I'm Going Back Down Too Price For My Grandma Cause She Is Really Sick.

Well tomorrow, me and my Family are going down to Price again, down in Carbon County, and we well be going to go see my Niece Jewels, my Grandma and my wonderful hard,stressful family. It's mostly for my Grandma, well because my Grandma is very, very sick and nobuddy knows why, but she does but she wont tell no one any thing. And i'm very worried because i dont know what too do,well ya any ways. Well just let you guys know that we are going to wake up in the morning and me,my twin sister Jacqueline, my brother Lamar, and my mom are going to get up in the morning, take a shower and we well all get dressed and get ready to leave and I well take my Medicine and all of that stuff, then we well start on the go to Price. I well be in Price till about Saterday or Sunday night. we well drive back up to Salt Lake and well spend the rest of the day at home in Salt lake and I really want too  help my Grandma but she won't let any know or anything about anything, she sounds horriable like she's very sick, she talk too any one,and I think my Grandma had a Stroke, but I'm not shure. And just to let you all know I well try to Blog when I get back home, but it deepens if I have some time too, and how things are going, so know I'm going to get in bed so I can wake up early in the morning so I have enough time to do every thing and get everything done in the morning, and most very, very, very important thing is my Health and Heart Mediciane and all that other stuff that I have to do every morning, So ya well now I'm going to take my Medicine and go too bed. well have sweet dreams and good night. And Please Pray for my Sweet Grandma. Zzzzzzz

All About Today's Clinic Day.

Today was and is Thursday, which is A Clinic Day. So me and my mommy woke up, so my mom got in the shower and I took a nice hot bath because my legs were aching so bad that i cryed, and we both got dressed and all ready too go, I took all my Medicine, checked my Blood Pressure, and my Temperature, and wrote it down in my Heart, and Medicine Check Book, that I have been have too use sense I first got home from the Hospital. So then we left our house and went to the Hospital Primary Children's Hospital. I first got my blood work done, then we went to Cardiology, so they got me ready and I got my Echo, EKG and all of that other stuff down.So and then me and mom waited for Dr.Tani and Michelle. And then he and her came in and we all talked about everything, and my Medicine and about me being really sick and stuff like that also my white Blood sell is still very,very Low,so we then talked with with the Doctor about me being really sick. And then he and Michelle checked me like listened to my Heart and stuff like that. So and then Michelle told me and my mom about when my Heart Cath is which it is in February on the thirteenth which is a Friday.So well I'm the second third case, which is kind of hard on me, cause usually I don't wake up for a very, very, very, very long time, and that scares Me and my mom, even the Doctor's too. Cause they don't know if it's my Heart or me just copping with that Coping skill I do, know see most of the times when I have Heart Cath's I usually have too stay over night at the Hospital so I really don't know. Anyways so we finally got all done with Clinic, and then I saw one of my Heart Babies, wicth his name is Teagan. Well and it was so fun and he is such a sweetheart. So then we went home finally from the hospital and spent the rest of the day at home with my wonderful family, my twin sister Jacqueline, my big brother Lamar, and my wonderful Mom, so we had dinner, I finished my Homework, cause I had school today. Well and then me and my Family had dinner and it was good, so I wacthed Grey's Anatomy  and Private Practice and I took my nice hot shower and got ready for bed. and then I went too sleep. Zzzzzzzz

All About Yesterday's Appoitment With Julian Smith.

OK well as all you all know that yesterday was Wednesday which was my appointment withe Dr.Julian Smith and well for now on  only go see Julian on Wednesdays, cause I now she is moving too a new office again. So please you all  don't for get all of that. well so me and my mommy woke up, we were kind of late, but not that bad as we usually are well any ways. So we then both got in the shower, and we both got dressed and all ready too go too, well then I took all my Medicine, checked my Blood Pressure, and my Temperature, and wrote it down in my Heart, and Medicine Check Book, that I have been have too use sense I first got home from the Hospital still, don't forget that ether. So then we  left our house about at 1:00am  and went to the Julian's new office down by Trolley Square. Well so then I went  and waited for Julian and then she came and got me, well so we started talking. And she said "know Megan you need too stop doing this you have too try too get it out of your head or you well need to go too a Treatment Center for me to get help" But we are working it out and trying too find out how too stop it, so that's a good thing. well and then me and Julian we were talking about more stuff.  Anyways and then me and her had too talk about my niece jewels which is about some bad stuff with Jewels my niece. So we did do that and it went really really pretty good but very sad too, so know we are just going too make shore that Jewels is OK now. So we both finally got all done talking. and know Dr.Hendricks works at a Mental Treatment Center called Wasatch Canyons. So then I and My moms friend finally got all done with everything and stuff that we had too do, so we then left and went finally home. I also then took my late afternoon Medicine wicth is always around six. So the I spent the rest of the day at home with my wonderful family, my twin sister, my big brother Lamar, and my wonderful Mom too,but she wasn't with us because she had too drive down too ST.George for a dentist appointment, but she was going too be home that night wicth was good. Well so we  then had dinner, and then I started on my Homework that is going too be due in like a day or two but I'm not quit shore really, but i got all done wich was fantastic.Well I then  wacthed Hanna Montana, Nip/Tuck and also the Movie called Camp Rock with The Jonas Brothers and Demi Lavoto, oh and also A movie called Another Cinderella Story and Selena Gomez plays in it which is pretty good. So I then took my nice hot shower and also took all of my Medication, and then I checked my Blood Pressure and Temperature, and I got ready for bed and me and my Family finally went to sleep and had sweet nice wonderful dreams. Zzzzzz